This is weird, i mean.. i feel weird asking this..?

2009

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Is it possible that i might have ADD????
the kind that is inattentive? i mean in school i am doing horrible on all my subjects except maybe religion because everything is so boring i cant seem to pay attention at all. im in highschool now and it seems that everything is 10x more boring than elementary and my grades are getting lower and lower. i tried to raise my marks by buying books to study math and everything but i just cant understand. my teachers and parents think im lazy but they don't know that i really try my best. i could sit for about 3 hours or more with my homework infront of me and not do it. i have no motivation for lots of things and its really affecting me. i barely have motivation to hang out with my friends. im also really disorganized and my mom always gets angry about it at me. my desk and bag are always etremely messy and i can't ever finish cleaning my room.. i try starting but i end up getting up and forgetting and doing other stuff like watching tv and then i come back 2 hours later and i dont even bother trying. theres always tons of thoughts going through my head, at night its hard for me to go to sleep because i cant stop thinking about everything.. also whenever i do my homework i always leave it last minute and i try and leave almost everything unfinished, my grades are really falling and i dont know how to explain all of this to my parents.i dont even think my parents would believe that i could have ADD. they used to buy me so many books before because they believed that i read them (like book series) i would actually only read a couple of chapters and just put them aside because they weren't interesting enough but i always told my parents that i read everything. ive always been like this but now in highschool its really starting to affect me and im noticing it more and more. my friend suggested that i have ADD or something but im not really sure can you guys help me? sorry if this is weird or anything im just curious...
oh and everyone says that i am smart but i just never try and it really hurts because i try really hard and they don't see that.
 
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