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anna w
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ok, well i've been with my other half for 8 months, he is a year and a half older than me and things are going really well, again. but, see we had this argument which all started from something i eventually told him and then it went into things about this girl fancying him really bad. but anyway. i really love him more than i could ever describe, i never want to lose him or anything, you know how it is but i really do mean it.
then there's this other guy who is in my school year(11) and i normally i have no feelings whatsoever but i will admit i find him attractive. but this argument i mentioned before originated from me telling him that cheated on him(when i really didn't want to) with this guy. when it's just me and him i have i really strange compulsion to just tell him i love him. but it's a really powerful compulsion and i know i don't but it's as though as one side of me does? this is really confusing for me and i don't know how to stop it. yesterday this guy text me in a demanding manner for me to come over to his house but he never mentioned why and im not sure if i should go an see whats wrong because i'm afraid of something happening again.
im sorry, this sounds really weird. but if you have any words of wisdom please share them with me.
then there's this other guy who is in my school year(11) and i normally i have no feelings whatsoever but i will admit i find him attractive. but this argument i mentioned before originated from me telling him that cheated on him(when i really didn't want to) with this guy. when it's just me and him i have i really strange compulsion to just tell him i love him. but it's a really powerful compulsion and i know i don't but it's as though as one side of me does? this is really confusing for me and i don't know how to stop it. yesterday this guy text me in a demanding manner for me to come over to his house but he never mentioned why and im not sure if i should go an see whats wrong because i'm afraid of something happening again.
im sorry, this sounds really weird. but if you have any words of wisdom please share them with me.