Akasuna no Sasori
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Okay, i know that this may be a little weird for you guys but try to bear through it. When i get mad at somebody, i start thinking bad thoughts about them. Like there was this one girl that's always mean to me. In gym, i almost tripped when someone accidentally bumped into me and she stared laughing and joking around about it. At that time, i thought about sometime hurting her. For example, i thought about a large lion that can turn its paws into cannons shooting at her and killing her. (I have an extreme imagination) But it sometimes doesn't linger, just keeps me from showing my anger at her. I really only imagine stuff like that to keep my anger bottled up so i don't be mean back to her (i don't like to get in trouble) But when i get bored and there's nothing to do, i turn to my imagination for entertainment. Sometimes i think of comedic or adventurous stuff like wolves exploring an evil forest or whatever. But other times when i can't think of anything like that, i sometimes think of sexual stuff. Not like with me but like with other people or characters. It's not like i want to do that stuff or desire it so it can't be lust but i'm worrying about that. Like i read in the bible that thinking about lust is a sin but the characters aren't like me so i'm confused it thinking sexual thoughts are lust? Can anyone help me? Am i using my imagination too much?