Thinking about droping out of college.Read and see if you can help?

shante d

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My life is just not a life. Plain and simple. My day conist of me waking up in the pm cause i cant sleep at night because im always worrying. I always have this constant anxiety and its at its worse when im around people. Its really bring me into depression more and more.i dont know what do anymore. I pray.but my faiths not strong. And now im thinkin bout dropping out of college because i cant perfom to my best because of this social phobia, Id sworn id never do that.im a pretty determine person, but this is something i just cant get over.Social phobia has fucked my life up. its like i dont have a voice and my family ignores it. they want me to do my best but wont help me get the help i need or try. So what do they think is going to happen.i cant do this right now. i can always go back later but i just dont want to upset anybody. i just feel so alone. Ive heard of therpy that is specific to social phobia but i dont have the money for that. im very poor, and i know your supose to have faith that it will come some how but im just screwed in that way to. Life is just unbearable sometimes. idk. can anybody help? ive probaly heard it all though.
 
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