Arkenya Jones
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I like this guy, and he's sort of... mysterious, which is extremely sexy to me. He knows I like him, but I don't want to rush anything. I'm only 15. Anyway, I'm actually kind of fearful that if I go out with him I'lll... you know, all self-controll goes down to God knows where. He's... enticing, and tempting to me, even if we're not together, I still feel this strong sense of desire. Not only physically, but emotionally because he's so different (quiet, patient, smart, humorous, witty, etc.). Every time I see him, or think of him, I want him so bad. I have a picture of him as my wall paper on my cell phone and he doesn't even know lol. The question is, since I refuse to masturbate now, and will not have sex out of wed-lock, I'm pleading here, what can I do?