The Power of Now: Should I desire anything?

Wozza291

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I have read this book but now find myself just completely confused. I am of the impression that I should life as some sort of monk meditating permanently, just accepting what is and being happy, being content, watching the thinker, feeling the body. I feel like the book is telling me that any desire I have is purely my egoic mind and it is not myself, my conscious self. Also, nothing material in this world is important. A big house, a flash car, I do not need to have these as they are just material things created by the egoic mind. To be truly happy is to just be, live a boring boring boring life. I am confused! Also, what about a personality, is that not just the ego? Is that really me? What about thinking? Everytime I now think, even though I feel conscious about it, I am thinking it is just the 'thinker', the egoic mind and do not know for sure if I am consciously making that thought or unconsciously making it. I feel terrified to think anymore.
How can you just be and have goals at the same time? Are goals not created by the ego? A conscious person is happy with what is, right? So why would they have any goals, a desire to change their situation? It just doesn't make any sense to me. I feel like this Eckhart Tolle is part of some sort of cult and is trying to convert us all.
 
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