Be honest what do ya think? Im a frehsman btw
I sit by the ocean thinking of the past,
so much has happened, friendships didn't last
We used to be our own little "clique",
Now, thinking that I was once friends with them makes me sick
The things they wrote still cause me to cry,
Thinking I could trust them just makes me sigh
Will all of my deepest secrets be kept?
Will they ignore what I said just cuz I left?
I feel like they are always laughing at me,
Does it make sense for them to do this? Could it be?
They have a place in my heart deep deep down,
but our old friendship is impossible to rebound
when you get to a certain point in a fight,
It is impossible to see the goodness of it, the light.
I am not sure why G-d did this to me,
But I am just going to let it be
Enjoy life with my new friends,
And just hope for good and no more badness is sent.