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i'm still curious. and confused. this question has been lingering in me for ages. i guess part of the reason it happens is because my mother's a teacher, a very dedicated one, and she really CARES about her students like they're her own children.
what about you? how do you treat your students? like kids? friends? you own child? adults? it's so confusing. so hard to interpret those teachers and what they want from us. i always want to try hard in class to make their (your) job easier (i know it's a lot of hard work), yet i feel like they don't get enough.
i'm more of the silent-mode type in class. sit in the first row by the wall. and i know teachers sometimes disapprove of me. i wonder if you're mind if your student, a particular one likes leaning against the wall, hugging her bag and staring at you with eyes that look like they're only half- there? student that somehow always has her table in odd and weird angles and always out-of-the-line from her row, and sits on one leg while swinging the other? her eyes tell you she's trying to listen, and you donnoe if she does or not? i'm that girl. i can't help it and i just wanna know if teachrs really mind it at all. i don't make much noise in class, and always try to hand my hw up on and in time. (tho it's also sometimes that i hand them in late). is that Trouble to teachers?
i always wonder how much teachers expect of us. how much teachers understand us. how much teachers mind about our feelings. how much we mean to our teachers.
and why do some of my teachers seem to be so attracted to me? i'm the just-another-girl in class, and i hardly ever answer or ask questions. but i like to (just sometimes) stay back after school, and wait till the classroom is empty and and sit at a special desk with a special feeling there (it's just right beside the door, gets n occasional breeze, and enough sunlight and trees outside), and i do my own writing and composing. does that bother teachers? for they always pass me (they have to pass our classroom to get to the car park) and Stare at me, or stop and ask what i'm doing, and always leave me with that kinda.... puzzled look on their faces. is that weird? i really need to know, for i'm so used to myself that i don't know what other people think.
and a lot more. sorry for the long typing, but i had to get all that out, or i'll still be wondering and puzzling all over it. i'm 15.
what about you? how do you treat your students? like kids? friends? you own child? adults? it's so confusing. so hard to interpret those teachers and what they want from us. i always want to try hard in class to make their (your) job easier (i know it's a lot of hard work), yet i feel like they don't get enough.
i'm more of the silent-mode type in class. sit in the first row by the wall. and i know teachers sometimes disapprove of me. i wonder if you're mind if your student, a particular one likes leaning against the wall, hugging her bag and staring at you with eyes that look like they're only half- there? student that somehow always has her table in odd and weird angles and always out-of-the-line from her row, and sits on one leg while swinging the other? her eyes tell you she's trying to listen, and you donnoe if she does or not? i'm that girl. i can't help it and i just wanna know if teachrs really mind it at all. i don't make much noise in class, and always try to hand my hw up on and in time. (tho it's also sometimes that i hand them in late). is that Trouble to teachers?
i always wonder how much teachers expect of us. how much teachers understand us. how much teachers mind about our feelings. how much we mean to our teachers.
and why do some of my teachers seem to be so attracted to me? i'm the just-another-girl in class, and i hardly ever answer or ask questions. but i like to (just sometimes) stay back after school, and wait till the classroom is empty and and sit at a special desk with a special feeling there (it's just right beside the door, gets n occasional breeze, and enough sunlight and trees outside), and i do my own writing and composing. does that bother teachers? for they always pass me (they have to pass our classroom to get to the car park) and Stare at me, or stop and ask what i'm doing, and always leave me with that kinda.... puzzled look on their faces. is that weird? i really need to know, for i'm so used to myself that i don't know what other people think.
and a lot more. sorry for the long typing, but i had to get all that out, or i'll still be wondering and puzzling all over it. i'm 15.