I'm a very shy person, and my parents, dad especially, are not talkative. I have trouble making close friends because I've become the same way. I just have nothing to say, and I can't think of stuff. Like at softball everyones cracking jokes and I just listen. I always listen, and never stand out and have the attention on me for once in my life. I have zero guy friends, and have never had a bf. I just don't know what to say... I've had so much hurt in my life, and I hold it all in. It's extremely hard for me to open up to someone. I mea I just want a true bestfriend that everyone has, where it's mutual. I need to learn how to talk. Please help me! Thanks