summer fling ripped at the seams?

flora

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I spent my summer abroad and found myself in a relationship with a local boy. When I first met him i thought he was cute and it would be a fun summer thing, but it got serious fast and we really cared about each other even though it was so short. he even asked me to stay, but that was ridiculous I had to come home. We decided that long distance was just too hard and so whenever I came back to his country we would see what would happen relationship wise.

I left his country 4 months ago and I am already planning on studying abroad there again in 6 months from now for 6 months. I love the place, but having a boy there obviously makes me love it there even more. I am not the type of person for this to happen to. I have never been in a relationship before.

Anyway, back to school. I am in college. I feel I have not gotten over my summer fling. Of course I will go back in 6 months and that will be great, but should I try to date someone in America in the meantime? A few guys have liked me, but I just don't like any of them all that much. A lot of guys have liked me in the past but nothing seems to work out.

I also am nervous around guys that I like usually. For some reason I was not nervous around the guy over the summer. Everything just felt so natural. Is that how you know you found a good person for yourself?
 
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