Suicide, no joke need advice?

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Emb Q

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I'm tired of living, my parents are clueless a$$holes who whenever I ask them for anythng I NEED, they tell me to ask the other parent until it never gets done, out of 5 other siblings, they have had me pay for all of my stuff including car, insurance , school materials etc. Every other kid gets what they want without questions asked .My close friends seem to be getting further away from me every day. Tonight they've done it.... Tied a belt to a place high in my closet, going to take a bath and think of reasons not to. I want to ask my parents to get
me a therapist , but I'm pretty sure I know how that will go... This is not an attention stunt, I've been analyzing my life for a while now and asking why I do things right after I do them. I'm nice to everyone I come by even if I don't like them, Thats why I'm mutual friends with everyone in the school, not many really close friends.... Brother just took over the bathrroom and is now taking a tub even tho I told him I was, selfish pric, hasn't had a job in his life and he's 2 years older then me and parents still bought him a car(btw im16 and had a job since 14). I'll still give u guys time to give me advice tho, please anything will do
Btw I don't cut, not on mess, don't drink or smoke . I'm the only kid in my family who doesn't, they've all been caught and crashed the cars . No punishment... I get in trouble for not takin the trash out(and btw I'm the only one who does chores, laundry dishes etc. No allowance)
 
look up a suicide hotline on the internet talk it out with them. then i suppose u can look up a family/freinds hotline somwhere....wat i do is i would write on a piece of paper all your thinking and how u think u arnt getting the respect u deserve use a lot of excalmation and give to one of ur parents then talk it out with them or just face to face say what ur thinking
 
i dont get any allowance either. what makes you think everyone gets allowance?

i know this isnt going to help much but i cannot stand anyone who thinks suicide is right for them! or even consider it! thats really selfish of you and i bet you didnt think of the positives. all you think about is wanting more and having a better life. i know it sounds rough but your family is the ones in deep $h!t with all the drugs and stuff.
 
You may not believe this now, but you will never regret sticking it through. You'll be out of the house in 2 years, and while that seems like a long time, it'll go by quickly. Find something that you love doing, like reading or rollerskating, and try to find some inner happiness. You can do it.
 
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