maybe if i repost again il get useful answers
I paint myself a smile,while inside i am withering away.
I decided to be safe, content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the pain
Drowning in my own thoughts and fears
When no body ever hears
The weeping of my tears
Now that now i am alone
Your words stab into my heart,
to deep to repair
to painful to bear
And now i live half a life, too painful to survive
I was caught in my own trap
At the end of the tunnel there was no light
Dim light quickly turned into darkness
Questions of all kind surround my mind
What can answer? only time
Its clear to see
Why most people hate me
I paint myself a smile,while inside i am withering away.
I decided to be safe, content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the pain
Drowning in my own thoughts and fears
When no body ever hears
The weeping of my tears
Now that now i am alone
Your words stab into my heart,
to deep to repair
to painful to bear
And now i live half a life, too painful to survive
I was caught in my own trap
At the end of the tunnel there was no light
Dim light quickly turned into darkness
Questions of all kind surround my mind
What can answer? only time
Its clear to see
Why most people hate me