I have mixed feelings about the suboxone. In one way,it's been great. I've been able to work on myself a lot. Things that needed changing other than using,I mean. I've been to many rehabs and always heard 80 percent of addiction was problems other than the drugs. I've been working on changing all aspects of my behavior. To me, this is the only way I'll ever get better. The suboxone has kept me from being sick,therefore, allowing me to concentrate on other things.On the other hand,I'm afraid of the likely withdrawals that will follow soon. I'm active in church now and have a wonderful support system there so I'm a little excited about finally being totally free.The life of addiction is such a dark and depressing way of life.It's a cruel form of slavery and bondage. I'm looking forward to a new life,being free for the first time in over 20 years. I'm determined to break the chains. I'm working on regaining custody of my daughter so say a prayer for me. i wish each and every one of you the best and good luck!!!