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Ez1608
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Ok where so I start, I was addicted to lortab first for about 2 years then got hooked on methadone really bad for 2 years. I was taking about 8 40mg wafers a day, it was pretty bad. Well then I finally had to just stop so I started taking suboxone and that was 2 years ago. I had been on 16 mg a while then slowly kept working down and down until I was at 2 mg. But then I relapsed one time on lortabs and my doctor decided to go back up to 8 mg and I started to slowly begin tapering again. Well now I'm down to 2 mg again and every time try to stop I start to feel withdrawals and start thinking about using again. I am wondering how long this will last and if I will ever get past this dark spot in my life. I did this to myself and have no one else to blame but me but I just want this to be over. I wish I would have never eaten that first lortab, but I can't wait to take that last suboxone!!