Ever since I can remember I have had this urge to eat human flesh. It's more than just curiosity it's like a craving. I see people the way I see roast dinners- both just look and smell so tasty to me, only more so with people. I always try eating rare stake to feel better but it's just not enough. Once I used a knife to cut my own arm and make it bleed and pour the blood in a glass for me to drink. Not as bad as you think, well for me it was the best drink I've ever had, if you can actually call it a drink.
This worries me to what lengths I'd actually go to eat my own or someone else's flesh. I would never actually kill someone and cook them for me to eat because I know somewhere in my sick mind I am actually a decent human being. I just have this one thing that makes me a freak. I tried counseling and talking to my closest family but they have completely shut me off. I think it's because they don't feel safe around me anymore. I don't even feel safe around myself.
This worries me to what lengths I'd actually go to eat my own or someone else's flesh. I would never actually kill someone and cook them for me to eat because I know somewhere in my sick mind I am actually a decent human being. I just have this one thing that makes me a freak. I tried counseling and talking to my closest family but they have completely shut me off. I think it's because they don't feel safe around me anymore. I don't even feel safe around myself.