STILL single and tired of yearning for romance?

death

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im almost 17, and have been single all my life. i've never had a bf, been kissed, asked out, anything...i don't get it. people tell me i'm beautiful and they don't understand why i cant get a guy. i don't either. its not like i have a bad personality. im not stuck up. i just haven't had any luck with guys i guess.

anyways, i hate that feeling...wanting someone SOOO BAD, lusting after them, all that stuff. i guess since im still single, i feel like i'm destined to be that way forever. no one seems to want me. i want romance in my life, someone to hold me and care. of course im a horny teen, but thats not the main reason i want a relationship. i want love.

since ive been single forever i decided to take a chance and risk it - this could be my one chance at a relationship. i told this guy how i felt. lets just say nothing significant has happened...yet. don't know if anything is EVER going to happen.
im just tired of wanting him so bad, and being depressed that nothing could ever happen.

is there any way to stop these feelings..lust, wanting someone with every part of your soul?
the disappointment is just too much.
i know its a bit long, but please i really need some feedback
only 17? don't treat me like a child. maybe you don't realize it, but that is pretty old to not have been in a relationship before. i don't know anyone else my age in the same situation.
and yes, life is long and you think i've barely experienced anything, but that isn't so. i'm not THAT young.
 
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