My ex-boyfriend and I broke up about 2 months ago. I still love him and he still has feelings for me, he just doesn't want to be in a relationship. Anyway, about a week or so after we broke up, we kissed...and then about 2 weeks later we kissed again...then last night we had sex.
He is just using me, and I know that...but it's like I'm so in love with him that I just don't care. It's like I can accept being used and mistreated as long as I get to be with him.
In summary, I want a long lasting relationship with commitment but he just wants the benefits of a relationship, without commitment...and I am somewhat just giving him what he wants
I know this is wrong, which is why I'm coming here. What are your opinions and what do you guys think i should do? Is it really that bad to be having sex with him and kissing him?
By the way, he is one of my best friends (if not my best friend) and we are very close. Thank you
He is just using me, and I know that...but it's like I'm so in love with him that I just don't care. It's like I can accept being used and mistreated as long as I get to be with him.
In summary, I want a long lasting relationship with commitment but he just wants the benefits of a relationship, without commitment...and I am somewhat just giving him what he wants
I know this is wrong, which is why I'm coming here. What are your opinions and what do you guys think i should do? Is it really that bad to be having sex with him and kissing him?
By the way, he is one of my best friends (if not my best friend) and we are very close. Thank you