steam of emotion poetry...is this random?

[mtheoryrules]

that stream of emotion
program myself
that true believers disease
mistaken, but not sadly
confused
tank top armed
to the teeth
that sink in, sink in
seal the fate
those nasty creatures
crawling between the lines
those even odds
attempting to twist
us
into
their ideas
but that lingering doubt
what was real
the feeling
that was real
it was
I think
real
or I thought
should it be
real
if it is not
with me
is it real
I am always alone
always
alone
I feel alone
never met you
any where but
this neutral ground
I have bowed before you
and
I need that idea
that idea of real
real
to sleep
to keep
to stay
the way I am
because it is coherent
does not make it anyless
random
in my estimation
but random is such a subtle word
so I suppose there is room for debate