i am 25 yr old on ssdi because i spent ten years in a mental institution and cannot handle being in public. I moved to a differnt state and over a year ago and have not been able to get help. its a big city and I get confused and do not drive. I got borderline personality disorder and bipolar and ptsd and anxiety bad anxiety disorder . I hate who i am . I was abused servre as a kid . I got a letter in mail wanting medical info for last year. before i got letter i told them i need help getting doctor but noone helps me. I dont know waht to do and im scared because i will get my checks cut of or something. I never worked before,and all of my childhood and alot of my adult life was in institutions. what can i do if they say im not disabled but i never worked and cant funtion in public.