Spirtual Turmoil and how to calm the storm?

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Hi, just to warn you that this is deep. I will first say that I have lived a wild life and I have had my fair share of money, sexual relations with women, and partying. I quit partying a few years ago because it was pointless and no longer was fun. I have made a lot of money and of course spent a lot of money and I have had almost too much sex to the point that it is almost bordering on boring now. Now I am in a funky state where things don't even seem real anymore, like it is all plastic and it is basically petty and pointless. I am not thrilled that the above mentioned vices have lost their thrill because I was comfortable in that world in a weird way. Lately I just feel like everything is pointless and wouldn't mind moving to an Island and giving up material all together. Anyone shed any of their experiences or insight on this subject? Any thoughts would be great because I don't want to talk to my friends about it because I think it will negatively affect their state of being. Thanks in advance..