soo i'm sitting here...

[Spaceheart]

isnt it good when you can stab yourself and no one can stop you . :thumbsup:

 

[smmay2]

yea..aint' it great..there's nothing better than sitting by yourself alone and there's no one 'around' you that can stop you, and i'd probably should've done it years ago..
...but there are a few people holding me back...i'm not going to explain publicly though...................

 

[krazy4twilight31]

Relax man,I was kidding.
When I geht frustrated,I do the same thing. 'cept I dont stab myself....I beat-off.

 

[Lazy Eight (∞)]

rotflmfao

 

[cinthia.roxx]

aight tis' ok...just so yall know

and wow..i got great knews, i work at a toyota dealership and my friend works down the street at their body shop, i've been trying to get transfered so we's can work together it'll be fun
newayzz the dumbfuck who keeps screwing over his job and is the only one in my way of getting tranfered down there got Fired today! he got a speeding ticket...idiot, so he's gone now, and my friend tells me they first thought of me...and today at work i might talked to about moving over to the bodyshop to fill the spot, and i'm gonna go, hell yes i'd love to...awesome

 

[jobros4evrlife]

dude..see..things are starting to brigthen up....no go back and re-read all that you posted....and youll feel awkward....it seemed as if everything was down..and now its picking up...:]...yay....

 

[*top_designer*]

dude totally, i feel great today...see what i mean, it's all ^_^ one day, and then die die die the next....

today was fun, i got alotta sleep which helps, and i worked all f'ing day, but work is soo much fun, takes forever, but i don't mind washing cars all day, i got to drive the new scion tc, i thought it's great, very nice

so yes i apologize for my awkward behavior from yesterday...i can't say it wasn't me..but merely another side of me....and sadly ,no, that isn't the last time it will happen, i can't promise i'll never be suicidal becuz there are times of excite that can turn right around on me, like when i was down south having a blast in texas...one night, i just had a freakish episode....so i'm sorry for being this way, i don't won't meds for it..I don't trust them..,, i don't trust conselors, they're just a bunch of 'yes' men, i won't believe it will solve any problems talking to a completely stranger who's heard the same stories over and over...
soo 2 u know who u r...i'm sorry i couldn't go into thatconseling idea...i just still find it very...wrong, but i'll still try to ask my dad if i could go to his, though i doubt i can now

 

[rogkas]

there's a shortage of perfect breasts in this world. 'twould be a pity to damage yours.

 

[Hudsta]

huh? ~,^