soo i'm sitting here...

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Wario

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....in the dark, kinda bored and down, so i go heyy, i get my dagger....beautiful thing it is...blade shines from the monitor light and i'm thinking what now?
i don't know, how about i just stab myself now and get this over with eh? :sword:

ain't life great :thumbsup:
 
WTh would you do that for? I would go on a killing spree.. That sounds like a hell of a lot more fun

Or you can rant your ass off here.. Hit up Ole broken. I can take it..
 
okay, i can see that u can't be left alone with this. *takes the shiny dagger away for safekeeping* There u go. *gives u a teddy bear instead.* stab that if u want to stab something. fuzzy is a far less great loss than u seige.
 
it goes way beyond having 'fun' with a knife...i don't play with them at all, i keep them on a top shelf in my closet, all 6 of them..one's a k-bar, there's another 6 hanging on my wall, and i got 3 in a drawer.....so you may as well try to take those too....

sometimes i want to feel what it would be like, you know..cut into yourself abit but seeing that i'm hematophobic i'll pass out from the sight of blood and probably die from bleeding to death...it's still suicide though...but not the way i want it
i don't really feel like killing a teddy bear right now..i mean, i have no anger to vent out, that'd be a waste of fluff....my problems go deeper'

sry broken..i'm not much of a flamer, i don't really have anger, i stay away from it as much as possible...anything i do have i hold back..and let it out usually by killing myself in DDR or something, you know..make yourself play DDR for hours and hours til your soo tired you pass out, done it before, feels better in the morning or whenever i woke up
plus i'm the 'ticking time bomb' type...silent 99% of the time...the only way to see anger out of me is to curse the things i love, then i'll come after you, hehe....but don't make me cuz i hate myself in that state of mind, i'll feel worse when i calm down :frown:
 
I don't even know what where this flamer thing comes from. This is my first chat forum. I just like to have fun and usually it with some off colored remark. The best part about this site is it's for just letting people know what you are thinking and getting some feedback. Most of it's worthless, but perhaps it just lightens the situation. WTF Family therapy, couple more session and you'll be just a screwed as the rest of us. AHhh~~ Lunacy aint it great?
 
sorry there then Broken...i didn't mean anything by that...i just read this line wrong i guess and i'm all messed up inside me so i took it wrong

but i understand...i came to this site to yell about something i can't remember, now it's like family, we're all a bunch'a fighting siblings

...and i'm the one in the dark corner trying to hide from it
 
Oh I got ya! Yeah, I understand what prompted the statement now. Amen brother, we are here if you wanna bitch about it, we'll bitch with ya..

Chins Up~ Young man.. There's a whole world of good people out there.
 
yep, and the most i found are family(in louisiana and texas and mexico) and some of those on this site, and the girl in the phillipine islands

every good person i know exist out of this city, i wish ppl here around me here were more like the ppl i find like yall :thumbsup:
 
Nothing good comes easy man! That's just the way it goes. Before you know you will be hooked up with real people.. There out there looking around just like you..
 
Seije... you're young... you got a whole life to look forward to... everybody goes through this shit at least once in their lives... i have... i know a few others on this message board have... you'll get through it. life may seem shitty to you, but remember, there's people who care about you. keep your chin up, man... live while you can... you only have one life... make the most of it. PM me if you wanna chat.
 
u see, i go through this quite often...for like the last, lol, can't remember, coulda started ever since 8th grade or further
i don't know why i'm like this, i should be happier, really, and i try to be alot...personally i'm sensitive and nice always, but myself can get depressed pretty harsh if i've had a really good day, one's great, the next few suck like heck...then i may have another nice day, and for some reason..wham another depression.....so that's why i say i like depression because if i have a nice day then it is great but it's not so the next day
 
god i hated when people would tell me i'm going to go postal and shoot up the school, just because i was quiet, shy, got teased, basic profile fit for a ticking time bomb plotting revenge....
well u know what, i'm not like that at all...i would rather kill myself before i hurt another person, but in doing so i would hurt those i care for, so it's becomes a hard decision...
 
Ok junior,Its time for "The Talk.".....Where the fuck is the light switch?...wtf!?
Alright....Girls are strange animals,dont worry kid,they're not always going to beat you up.
Like Grandma used to always say.....
Ow!...you fucker,did you just stab me?....wtf...
 
ummmm....hehe..when did I say anything about girls beating me up?..and my grandmother is cool, why would i stab her?
I haven't met a single girl that hated me as in anger or whatnot towards me...they've always liked me, but they're also always taken, so..damn, but i don't hate girls, at all..
..and i don't think they hate me..some have gotten alittle mad at me when i get into suicidal episodes, but maybe it's just worry, heck i'm worried about myself 90% of the time
 
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