but u have that weird ..? sometimes i feel like i don't belong here
i don't know why but i have that weird feelings sometimes
and its not around my mom and dad but the extended family when they come to visit like i just hate spending time with them and answering all their questions it might sound strange but i actually don't feel like im in my own place
i really like to lock myself up in my room have my own privacy, personal space i don't go out very much like during weekends im usually at home and during the week im out during the night as i have night school
i don't have lots of friends i mean i do but they aren't worth hanging out with
my dad is really against anything that i do weather its something personal like the clothes that im wearing , what im doing on my free time to the school and future college plans
my mom is more understanding and she is actually a really cool person
i would probably maybe go out more if i wouldn't be interviewed about where i am going like its always who,how,where,when, whom at what time etc...
i know that maybe some people have it worse like i was watching that show world strictiest parents and i felt really sorry for some of the teen there was even a 23 year old living with its parents and she had her doors taken out cause she didn't do a choir or something
i mean how ridiculous
and maybe the feeling comes from the fact that i do a lot of drawing and maybe thats why i need the peace and quiet
im not sure but sometimes i just wish that some people would just disappear for a period of time
i don't know why but i have that weird feelings sometimes
and its not around my mom and dad but the extended family when they come to visit like i just hate spending time with them and answering all their questions it might sound strange but i actually don't feel like im in my own place
i really like to lock myself up in my room have my own privacy, personal space i don't go out very much like during weekends im usually at home and during the week im out during the night as i have night school
i don't have lots of friends i mean i do but they aren't worth hanging out with
my dad is really against anything that i do weather its something personal like the clothes that im wearing , what im doing on my free time to the school and future college plans
my mom is more understanding and she is actually a really cool person
i would probably maybe go out more if i wouldn't be interviewed about where i am going like its always who,how,where,when, whom at what time etc...
i know that maybe some people have it worse like i was watching that show world strictiest parents and i felt really sorry for some of the teen there was even a 23 year old living with its parents and she had her doors taken out cause she didn't do a choir or something
i mean how ridiculous
and maybe the feeling comes from the fact that i do a lot of drawing and maybe thats why i need the peace and quiet
im not sure but sometimes i just wish that some people would just disappear for a period of time