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neochiq
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Hey there, just thought I'd share some of my stuff and get some feedback as to what others think.
I'm a general worrier. Definitely hypochondriac. That being said, I was just diagnosed with high risk HPV and abnormal cells and all that jazz. I'm going through my doctors biopsies and whatever, but so far *knock on wood* she says all looks well.
THAT being said. I am about 99.9% convinced that I have cancer and I'm even having symptoms. I want to see if these are symptoms of anxiety or not
chronic fatigue- not the kind where I can't function, because I certain CAN function...but the type where I just never feel refreshed even after a good nights sleep.
can't fall asleep fast--takes hours sometimes because I sit there and concentrate on the pains and twitches and tremors I have in my body.
I have pains in my body (lower back pain) but I also have VERY big breasts...and am slightly overweight...
weak feeling in my left arm and leg (sometimes with a shooting pain)
sometimes a shooting pain through my lower region (buttocks) and I am convinced that hpv cervical cancer spread to the anal region and now I have anal cancer.
lymph nodes are swollen in neck/neck pain---convinced I have lymphoma because of spreading cancer
you get the idea. Will a doctor test me for all of this if I ask?
ok, hope you all don't think I'm crazy LOL-- I'm starting to. My mom laughs at me...but I am seriously consumed by being scared a lot---and the pain is real ya know? the symptoms are real--it just comes down to 'is there a cause for them' or are they psycho somatic (however you spell it)
I'm a general worrier. Definitely hypochondriac. That being said, I was just diagnosed with high risk HPV and abnormal cells and all that jazz. I'm going through my doctors biopsies and whatever, but so far *knock on wood* she says all looks well.
THAT being said. I am about 99.9% convinced that I have cancer and I'm even having symptoms. I want to see if these are symptoms of anxiety or not
chronic fatigue- not the kind where I can't function, because I certain CAN function...but the type where I just never feel refreshed even after a good nights sleep.
can't fall asleep fast--takes hours sometimes because I sit there and concentrate on the pains and twitches and tremors I have in my body.
I have pains in my body (lower back pain) but I also have VERY big breasts...and am slightly overweight...
weak feeling in my left arm and leg (sometimes with a shooting pain)
sometimes a shooting pain through my lower region (buttocks) and I am convinced that hpv cervical cancer spread to the anal region and now I have anal cancer.
lymph nodes are swollen in neck/neck pain---convinced I have lymphoma because of spreading cancer
you get the idea. Will a doctor test me for all of this if I ask?
ok, hope you all don't think I'm crazy LOL-- I'm starting to. My mom laughs at me...but I am seriously consumed by being scared a lot---and the pain is real ya know? the symptoms are real--it just comes down to 'is there a cause for them' or are they psycho somatic (however you spell it)