Charlotte M
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I am a 14 year old girl, brown hair, brown eyes. A couple of years ago I went out with this boy, we'll call him J for now. We actually went out twice at two different times. Ever since then, Ive had these really strange deep feelings for him. I dont fancy him really, but I get jealous when he goes out with other girls. This summer he started to get close to my best friend. They'd been out before but it was when they were young. I could tell that he had feelings for her, because he was sort of obsessed with her all through the summer. I told my friend this and she didnt believe me. Then at a party, I kind of told J that I was sort of in love with him, because thats what i thought it was. He completely dismissed it and carried on obsessing over my friend, we'll call her T. That was when I knew he definitely had feelings for her. I kept telling her that he did, but she kept saying she didnt think he had, and that even if she had feelings for him she would never do anything about it because she knew how i felt. But at another party, he was drunk and told me he loved her. And then he told her. I was so upset, but annoyed because I knew that that was how it was going to end up. And the other day, me and T were arguing and she ended up confessing she might have small feelings for him! So we've fallen out, and J and T keep flirting with each other and rubbing it in my face. I know theyre probably going to get together. Its depressing me so much. I keep thinking, whats so good about her? Why doesnt he love me? And the thing is, I would never ever do that to her, so I dont know what I should do 
Help me?
Help me?