As of late ive been avoiding friends, avoiding going places where i may see somebody that i know, and talking to people just feels like torture. I just feel sooo awkward sometimes, even though i may not be perceived as awkward. I just dont get it, i want to be fearless in social situations and happy again. I used to be a fun social guy and now i feel like i cant take life anymore, i cant come out of my shell :/. Im 17 btw