So scared

Llama

New member
Hi everyone. I normally post on the bipolar disorder board, but figured this post might belong more on the addictions boarRAB.

I drank heavily last night and blacked out. I black out so quickly because I am taking a lot of medications to control the bipolar disorder. I am pretty sure I made a fool of myself and I just want to crawl in a hole and hide there forever.

I know I need to stop drinking. I am so scared.
 
Hi Llama;
I'm glad you posted! Welcome. There are so many people who are supportive on this website, and that has helped me in my own fear. I used to drink a lot, actually, I am an alcoholic. I was scared all the time. So I can relate to the fear. Now I am detoxing from taking opiates and I'm scared. But I know I'm not alone, and neither are you. We all have each other. Well, I just wanted to say "Hi" and "welcome", and keep posting! I will chat with you later
GypsyBoots:wave:
 
Welcome Llama!

I too used to drink a lot! And the next day sometimes would be like "OH MY GOD, WHAT DID I DO OR SAY TO SO OR SO...." It was horrible. It is definetly something that makes a person feel terrible and that is why I REALLY cut down.. I will have a glass of wine here or there or a drink but I do not drink to get drunk anymore!

We are here to support you! WELCOME! I'm Secrets, it's nice to meet you!
 
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