Carl Fredrickson
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So long story short I met this girl in college. I fell for her harder than anyone else. So she and my friend got into a relationship and while I was happy for them, I was sad about it. So anyways after a long 2 months of just this mess of a relationship which involved love triangles and him taking her virginity while she was drunk and a lot of other nasty things she finally said enough.
So I told her how she made me feel and she said that she only saw me as a friend and it hurt. But there have been a lot of mixed signals since then. Like she has gotten drunk and told me that she did like me on more than one ocassion. But the next day she said it was just a drunken thing. Then the other night she texted me how she couldn't sleep. So that lead to me sleeping in her bed after watching a movie and she fell asleep on me and did cuddle up to me a few times during the night.
I think she might still be hung up on this kid and she has really bad anxiety, which has caused her to mess up stuff in the past. So maybe this is why she is acting weird. I just feel really bad for her and I want to make her feel better.. I mean I have considered just not hanging out with her anymore, but she's in a rough spot and that won't help her. Maybe I'll just stick around until she finds someone. I feel like I'm kind of playing the role of like a temporary boyfriend anyways. I thing i am suffering from nice guy syndrome.
And it's weird the other night we got drunk, actually I was barely tipsy. So she kind of forced me to cuddle with her, but it's not like she had to try hard. But then she held me really close and said that I am so good to her and she is so mean to me by the way she tortures me. Then she said that she loved me back, but then she said something that made it seemed like she meant that she wishes she did since I treat her right. So I don't know if that means that she is still too hung up on this one kid to have anything with me and she wishes she wasn't or if she just doesn't feel anything for me, but she wishes she did since I am so nice to her. And it's weird because when she was more sober she said that she wanted to tell me, but she couldn't.
Then she kept doing some weird stuff like asking if I wanted to see her boobs refused each time because i didn't want her to feel ashamed the next day. Then somehow my masturbation patterns came up and she asked i ever jerked off to her, I said no and she made like a disappointed face and sound . then we watched a movie and she was lonely. it wasn't directed to me she just said it in general. And I feel bad she's really nice and not usually vulgar like that at all. And she was definitely drunk, but she seems to recall events from that night, but she hasn't mentioned it and I'm kind of scared to bring it up. Just because she might just write it off as a drunken thing again and I want what she said to be true so desperately.
So I told her how she made me feel and she said that she only saw me as a friend and it hurt. But there have been a lot of mixed signals since then. Like she has gotten drunk and told me that she did like me on more than one ocassion. But the next day she said it was just a drunken thing. Then the other night she texted me how she couldn't sleep. So that lead to me sleeping in her bed after watching a movie and she fell asleep on me and did cuddle up to me a few times during the night.
I think she might still be hung up on this kid and she has really bad anxiety, which has caused her to mess up stuff in the past. So maybe this is why she is acting weird. I just feel really bad for her and I want to make her feel better.. I mean I have considered just not hanging out with her anymore, but she's in a rough spot and that won't help her. Maybe I'll just stick around until she finds someone. I feel like I'm kind of playing the role of like a temporary boyfriend anyways. I thing i am suffering from nice guy syndrome.
And it's weird the other night we got drunk, actually I was barely tipsy. So she kind of forced me to cuddle with her, but it's not like she had to try hard. But then she held me really close and said that I am so good to her and she is so mean to me by the way she tortures me. Then she said that she loved me back, but then she said something that made it seemed like she meant that she wishes she did since I treat her right. So I don't know if that means that she is still too hung up on this one kid to have anything with me and she wishes she wasn't or if she just doesn't feel anything for me, but she wishes she did since I am so nice to her. And it's weird because when she was more sober she said that she wanted to tell me, but she couldn't.
Then she kept doing some weird stuff like asking if I wanted to see her boobs refused each time because i didn't want her to feel ashamed the next day. Then somehow my masturbation patterns came up and she asked i ever jerked off to her, I said no and she made like a disappointed face and sound . then we watched a movie and she was lonely. it wasn't directed to me she just said it in general. And I feel bad she's really nice and not usually vulgar like that at all. And she was definitely drunk, but she seems to recall events from that night, but she hasn't mentioned it and I'm kind of scared to bring it up. Just because she might just write it off as a drunken thing again and I want what she said to be true so desperately.