So...have you ruined anyones Christmas yet? No, Not a poem... it's a rant..comments?

[?l?e c??ld]

I can paint your life
….easing, diminishing
…slipping down
my
open
fingers….
that'll catch you all at
choking throats.

I colour your life
purple
until
you turn
blue…
and your mouth
explodes from the blood
I forced to dance around
your feeble
cigarette lungs.

I laughed…
I always laugh….
And never will I blame a soul
A loving soul
…a tickle me pink I love YOU
…soul- that grabs its gun
and
never
missed
me….

Throw me in the delta river
Let my body decay- and sink...
to hell...….
where I can never snatch
feathers from
an
angels
wings….
In vein attempt…
….to bleed away my devil…
submerged into
my revolting
heart...
that'll never be fooled
...into prayer

I wont even blame...
...YOUR soul
for murder
....I wrote.