I hate it when people tell me to do that... "why aren't you smiling... it's a nice day... you're alive... be happy... blah blah fucking blah." it's fucking annoying... here's what i tell them: "I don't smile because i don't have anything to smile about." so they go on to say "oh, but you're alive... it's a beautiful day, the birds are singing blah blah blah." who fuckin' cares? yay... i'm alive... woop do fucking doo. i spend most of my time wishing i wasn't alive... i hate the sun, plainly because i have to work in it for 8 hours a day, and i hate birds... they annoy me. so, why the fuck should i smile? i didn't smile at my cousin's wedding... i didn't smile at my grad... i just don't smile. it's the way i am.