Nameless Nam
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or the last few years almost 6-7 years I have realised that I have been stalked and kept an eye on without my knowledge. I have not realised that a friend that I trusted was collecting things on me to use them against me - i didnt question or become aware of it till I noticed him gradually becoming almost obsessive with me and what I did. This is strange and I know that I am half paranoid but another part of me just lacks knowledge and real awareness of it. He was watching me and I have not been aware of it at all. he would call incessantly just when I would be about to eat or do something and show alot of concern over my not having eat anything etc just when I was about to and many other similar co incidences...I didnt pick these things up till very late. I got confused, messed up and frustrated by his behaviour. I later realised that he was known to some other people as well with whom I worked and they seemed to be connected to one another.
He and the group of people I formerly worked and knew seemed to be friends without my knowledge and I suspect they have or would like to blackmail.
What has given it away is that I have had too many co incidents, especially in relation to what I watched on TV ( these people all come from a television background), listened or played in the house, did online and even my conversations on the phone have not been private for a very long time etc. I know this person has some very strong connections and I feel he may have been just a silly thing amongst themselves which may have meant nothing to them. Everytime I watch TV and whatever I have done before it, he seems to be aware of it (it has come up in our conversations several times, my activities are known to him even though he is not physically there. My music is listened into and when I met him and the set of ppl that he knew - they make references to it, play the same music and so much more in a revealing way that it cant be my imagination. Maybe it was for the sake of ridiculing my level of English or my general knowledge or observation of things and my past relationships-I sense a lot of sadism from them in this regard.
the fact that they have not been a stranger to whats happened within my premises is shocking and my life over the last couple of years.
They have very strongly made me aware that even though they barely have anything to do with me or have any relevance to me, I am watched by them. The TV programmes I watch and especially if I have missed something or not understood it, they have pointed me out to it very casually - later if I have watched it again, I realised theyve picked on what Ive not understood - but what is terrifying is that they have their presence in my private space without my consent or knowledge is actual stalking, it has disturbed me so much that my life is not personal or private anymore. I have tried confronting them on this and made aware that they have alot on me that they can blackmail me or my family with. I feel like there is a lack of privacy even in the empty four walls of the house, - theyve made sexual or embarrassing remarks over my personal relationships ...all this came my consciousness now but as it did I have realised that it has been going on for years now! I dont know how to free myself of it - I have tried reporting this to the police but they’ve put it down to mental health issues and loneliness. I have gone out and had some people left by them to follow me around and its all very uncomfortable. Its like Im a joke between them all and they’ve used me like a plaything amongst themselves. I feel like I have been used, abused, watched , stalked and now blackmailed after all these years. A lot of people ive tried speakin to have put it down to giving too much importance to myself-
I just don’t know how to put an end to it all, I have checked the premises for any survellance but haven’t found anything at all. I feel like there is a camera within the television but then that sounds so foolish. All I understand is that I am meant to just go along with this and I don’t have any choice but to tolerate it. Tom me it cant be anymore and Im not interested in working for them either nor should they be interested in me for that reason. It has to do with something of a sexual nature, abuse etc and Im sick of it, this seems something of a obsession and it has ruined me emotionally.
As foolish as this may sound but is there any kind of technology or software that can give access to a persons room through their television??!!Im sure programmes can be recorded or one may be able to find out what may have been watched at a certain time but to actually know your complete facial expressions, body language, colour of your clothes etc as you are watching tv is very very frightening for me!!How can someone have complete access to the room without ones knowledge - this has happened in various premises I have lived in and I am not exactly a criminal on the run or a CIA agent etc so all I can think of is alot of interest in me which can and has been misused
He and the group of people I formerly worked and knew seemed to be friends without my knowledge and I suspect they have or would like to blackmail.
What has given it away is that I have had too many co incidents, especially in relation to what I watched on TV ( these people all come from a television background), listened or played in the house, did online and even my conversations on the phone have not been private for a very long time etc. I know this person has some very strong connections and I feel he may have been just a silly thing amongst themselves which may have meant nothing to them. Everytime I watch TV and whatever I have done before it, he seems to be aware of it (it has come up in our conversations several times, my activities are known to him even though he is not physically there. My music is listened into and when I met him and the set of ppl that he knew - they make references to it, play the same music and so much more in a revealing way that it cant be my imagination. Maybe it was for the sake of ridiculing my level of English or my general knowledge or observation of things and my past relationships-I sense a lot of sadism from them in this regard.
the fact that they have not been a stranger to whats happened within my premises is shocking and my life over the last couple of years.
They have very strongly made me aware that even though they barely have anything to do with me or have any relevance to me, I am watched by them. The TV programmes I watch and especially if I have missed something or not understood it, they have pointed me out to it very casually - later if I have watched it again, I realised theyve picked on what Ive not understood - but what is terrifying is that they have their presence in my private space without my consent or knowledge is actual stalking, it has disturbed me so much that my life is not personal or private anymore. I have tried confronting them on this and made aware that they have alot on me that they can blackmail me or my family with. I feel like there is a lack of privacy even in the empty four walls of the house, - theyve made sexual or embarrassing remarks over my personal relationships ...all this came my consciousness now but as it did I have realised that it has been going on for years now! I dont know how to free myself of it - I have tried reporting this to the police but they’ve put it down to mental health issues and loneliness. I have gone out and had some people left by them to follow me around and its all very uncomfortable. Its like Im a joke between them all and they’ve used me like a plaything amongst themselves. I feel like I have been used, abused, watched , stalked and now blackmailed after all these years. A lot of people ive tried speakin to have put it down to giving too much importance to myself-
I just don’t know how to put an end to it all, I have checked the premises for any survellance but haven’t found anything at all. I feel like there is a camera within the television but then that sounds so foolish. All I understand is that I am meant to just go along with this and I don’t have any choice but to tolerate it. Tom me it cant be anymore and Im not interested in working for them either nor should they be interested in me for that reason. It has to do with something of a sexual nature, abuse etc and Im sick of it, this seems something of a obsession and it has ruined me emotionally.
As foolish as this may sound but is there any kind of technology or software that can give access to a persons room through their television??!!Im sure programmes can be recorded or one may be able to find out what may have been watched at a certain time but to actually know your complete facial expressions, body language, colour of your clothes etc as you are watching tv is very very frightening for me!!How can someone have complete access to the room without ones knowledge - this has happened in various premises I have lived in and I am not exactly a criminal on the run or a CIA agent etc so all I can think of is alot of interest in me which can and has been misused