Okay me and my boyfriend both are reallyy in love with each other. Im soo happy to have him. We never fought once in our relationship. we are each others best friend andd boy/girl friend. recently he asked me wat i thought bout having sex. i was okay with it...i want to do it but when he tries i freak out andd brish his hand away. I want to have sex with him however im a lil scared. does it get awkward? and im terrified of getting pregnant. If i ever choose to have sex wat is the best condom? Any advice? please and thank you!