should i try to explore more?

[Jessie W]

I am going into highschool soon, i know that there are going to be way more people there. and that means more people that are like me. bisexual. i keep feeling like a doll when im with my bf when im with him alone, hes always trying to "turn me on" but idk i just feel like hes being stupid for some reason. we never really hav real conversations in person that arent related to all this romantic $hit!! hah. so ik that it will probably not work out with us anymore even tho we hav been going out for a year and a month but idk if i should just wait to break up with him until its right b4 summer or if i should in the beggining of highschool? cuz i dont want to be all depressed in summer vacation