Me and my best friend are very open with each other and not afraid of our sexuality, however we never really talked about it. I recently discovered that i am bi-sexual and for the past month i have fallen head over heels for my best friend.
We shared some experiences that i see as "lesbian" but i dont understand if she feels the same way, i always get mixed feelings from her. For example, we share a bed many times and in the beginning it seemed that she was more open to getting close, eye contact, sleeping on my shoulder etc, however, i think that she now feels the strong attraction i have for her and the physical contact when sleeping has come to a stop because i dont want to freak her out and make her stop sleeping with me at all.
But there have been several incidents which i truly feel like she was hitting on me, or wanted me at a certain point, but that was before i felt this way about her. I think that she may be bi- as well but she could be in denial, recently she emphasizes talking about a guy she is into and i am helping her coz i want her to be happy, but at the same time i long for her.
I think i just want an "experience" with her, that can just be kissing, not neccessarily full on, but i dont know if i should tell her, and i am scared of her reaction and i certainly dont want to lose her as a friend.
Please help! p.s. its my first time to feel this way
We shared some experiences that i see as "lesbian" but i dont understand if she feels the same way, i always get mixed feelings from her. For example, we share a bed many times and in the beginning it seemed that she was more open to getting close, eye contact, sleeping on my shoulder etc, however, i think that she now feels the strong attraction i have for her and the physical contact when sleeping has come to a stop because i dont want to freak her out and make her stop sleeping with me at all.
But there have been several incidents which i truly feel like she was hitting on me, or wanted me at a certain point, but that was before i felt this way about her. I think that she may be bi- as well but she could be in denial, recently she emphasizes talking about a guy she is into and i am helping her coz i want her to be happy, but at the same time i long for her.
I think i just want an "experience" with her, that can just be kissing, not neccessarily full on, but i dont know if i should tell her, and i am scared of her reaction and i certainly dont want to lose her as a friend.
Please help! p.s. its my first time to feel this way