Remy O'Hara
New member
We've been talking for over a month on a daily basis. I know some of you don't see the point in an Internet relationship but I am a f*cked up bitter person who finds it a's an escape to meet someone online.
He is 8 years older than I am. I'm 19, he's 27. He talks about wanting to be with me and a bunch of things which at times I find is bullshit (most of the time) but I feel a's if I am getting to attached. The night before last night we were having cyber sex and he simply fell asleep though that was his excuse. And well it has happened to me before and him before but this time I got a little pissed and told him not to worry that it's fine, that next time I'll simply fall asleep without saying I'm tired and that I don't want to cyber. That was yesterday in the morning and we didn't talk until late, late at night when he appeared in the chat room sending drunken voice messages. He spoke to me in pm saying that he misses me and if I have any idea how much he wants to be next to me. I replied to his words and he said he was sorry but I just can't seem to let it go because I asked the older members of the room about him and they told me his a player and that day he sent a woman some hot things and then simply left a's if he didn't want to do it anymore. She told me to be careful because he could be playing me.
I haven't talked to him today and I know he's online. I just have been waiting for him to say hello. I woke up and checked the room (I'm addicted) and two min before, he had sent a picture. I didn't say hello to him though I did say hello to the other two idiots. I know that must have bothered him.
So the question is: should I wait for him to say hi? Should I confront what I feel? Am I playing with fore?
He is 8 years older than I am. I'm 19, he's 27. He talks about wanting to be with me and a bunch of things which at times I find is bullshit (most of the time) but I feel a's if I am getting to attached. The night before last night we were having cyber sex and he simply fell asleep though that was his excuse. And well it has happened to me before and him before but this time I got a little pissed and told him not to worry that it's fine, that next time I'll simply fall asleep without saying I'm tired and that I don't want to cyber. That was yesterday in the morning and we didn't talk until late, late at night when he appeared in the chat room sending drunken voice messages. He spoke to me in pm saying that he misses me and if I have any idea how much he wants to be next to me. I replied to his words and he said he was sorry but I just can't seem to let it go because I asked the older members of the room about him and they told me his a player and that day he sent a woman some hot things and then simply left a's if he didn't want to do it anymore. She told me to be careful because he could be playing me.
I haven't talked to him today and I know he's online. I just have been waiting for him to say hello. I woke up and checked the room (I'm addicted) and two min before, he had sent a picture. I didn't say hello to him though I did say hello to the other two idiots. I know that must have bothered him.
So the question is: should I wait for him to say hi? Should I confront what I feel? Am I playing with fore?