He is 17, and I am 21. We were best friends for the longest time...until he begged me to sleep with him a few months ago because he didn't want to graduate from high school as a virgin. I reluctantly agreed, and we did it. It was very awkward, and we couldn't look at each other while doing it. Our once-close relationship has turned extremely awkward now. We are too embarrassed to even talk or look at each other for more than a few minutes.
I know it was a mistake, but I don't know what to do. He was my closest friend, and this is driving me crazy. Did I ruin our friendship? I don't know what to do. His parents always expected me to look after him...I feel like I abused their trust too.
I know it was a mistake, but I don't know what to do. He was my closest friend, and this is driving me crazy. Did I ruin our friendship? I don't know what to do. His parents always expected me to look after him...I feel like I abused their trust too.