Amber Rose
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My boyfriend proposed to me not too long ago, it was a fairytale romance, and it was supposed to be a fairytale wedding. We started planning, and we have everything thing ready to go and the date set. Now that I have a minute to relax and sit down I\ve started thinking about things. I can`t seem to stop thinking about an ex boyfriend of mine who I dated off and on when we were 15 through our teenage years. We`ve remained friends for all these years, and I supposed sometimes we can be a bit flirty but I have never strayed from my current man. I`m a one man girl, always have been and always will be. Awhile ago my ex confessed he never truly got over me and it scares him to think of losing me forever. That sort of automatically revoked his invitation to the wedding. It`s just that right now I cant stop thinking about what it would be like to be walking down the aisle to my ex instead of my fiance. My fiance is completely in love with me, and I know he would do Absolutely anything for me, I don`t want to hurt him 
I love my fiance, but I started to wonder if I only love him and I`m not in love with him. I love my ex too, I know that, lately though I can`t shake the thought I may be in love with him. My fiance always suspected I was, never fully trusting me when I would talk to my ex. Could this be the nerves talking? Its just that when i picture my fiance getting married to someone else i dont get upset, but if i do the same with my ex it really hurts. Should I talk to my fiance about this? If so what should I say? I dont want to make a rash decision and call off the wedding, the day is fast approaching, but am I about to marry the wrong man?
I love my fiance, but I started to wonder if I only love him and I`m not in love with him. I love my ex too, I know that, lately though I can`t shake the thought I may be in love with him. My fiance always suspected I was, never fully trusting me when I would talk to my ex. Could this be the nerves talking? Its just that when i picture my fiance getting married to someone else i dont get upset, but if i do the same with my ex it really hurts. Should I talk to my fiance about this? If so what should I say? I dont want to make a rash decision and call off the wedding, the day is fast approaching, but am I about to marry the wrong man?