should I take a break from college because I'm really confused about life?

Race H

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dislike the people and classes? i recently transferred to a uni and I planned to get a gf and friends before I moved out here to attend a uni. i haven't made any friends. i'm extremely dissapointed especially me being closer to 25 than 20 i'm getting up their in age as far as how in life i should be. most people my age already graduate college or have a full time job. i don't even know what i want to do. it seems all that thinking and planning was a waste of time. i don't feel like i belong here. i don't like the organizations. i gave it a shot and i don't like it. i never had ag f and i never got to do things like people mya ge already did like dating, partying ( i NEVer been to a real party), hanging out (i never go out with a friend..i have but not enough...i'm talking once every other month on average this year..on some years in ever went out in my 20s..it so was lonelya nd depressing)...everyone has that ONE friend they can call ...not all but most....it's such a hard transition to go from a loner to a social person.....
i been going to college for soo long...i been going for 5 years and NO bachelors degree..i'm on medication b ut i still feel lonely and feel my life is a waste...i just wish i wasn't born but i don't want to die if that makes sense
 
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