I'm a sophomore in high school and i've been playing volleyball for 4 years. Last year, as a freshman, I made the JV team and I am assuming I will stay on JV this year because I am alright at the sport but not amazing. I had fun but at the same time it was SO stressful. One minute I get really excited for volleyball, but the next I am absolutely dreading it. I really just want more free time. For some reason I like having nothing to do. If I don't play, I will have time to go to the gym, do homework, hang with my friends, and just chill! The thing is, I know for a fact that I will regret not playing at one point. I may feel left out when I see my former teammates together. I honestly don't think I actually playing volleyball though. I get nervous and stressed out that I'm messing up and it's hard for me. Try-outs are tomorrow, so I have to make a final decision soon. I have been off and on about playing volleyball, and I know I should only do what I want, but what would you do if you were me? Thanks 