It's very hard to understand why I'm single? I know I have a little guard up - don't want to get hurt...but at my age 38 it's time to let it go. I am told I am pretty, sexy, attractive, smart and funny...and quite frankly I'm outgoing with big breasts and curves and most men I go out with try to have sex with me so soon. I get offended - I want to settle down, have family. But like tonight a guy lives around the corner- I used to date him casually..and he said come over- don't u like when I touch you-like he is so insecure he always ask me that. So, do I have go? I already have been with him uhh like a yr ago...but I can use him too - I have needs- or should I stay home? Also this other man I'm dating for 4 mths once a week- very casual...go figure I won't have sex with him- b/c it's more serious for me, but I will have it with a guy that is unemotionally avail- it's me I'm still afraid- to commit...I go in cirlces help? Is it bad If I use a guy for my needs until I find right guy? Or not safe?
Uh I am not easy #1 very selective. The guy I'm dating told me he is dating other's we are not exclusive- we see eachother once a week or every other week- kinda not true dating-very cas. I don't want to do it..this guy who wants me to come over- likes me...he went to HS with me 20 yrs ago still after me..but he is insecure..he told me he will take care of me orally...I feel weird this is not me but I'm lonely and it's weird b/c I'm not desp. I always tell this guy who wants me to come over- no im busy..but I feel naive tonight - so not a good idea huh? guess im sexual too..
I do like this guy from HS..that wants me to come over and hook up. We used to date...just he plays games he is 37 so lame. Plus he never commits..I think he is insecure b/c he doesn't make that much money to settle down..he has commit issues - we are good friends..so it's more then that..but I want to b/c I need it..not worth it huh? He always plays games
Uh I am not easy #1 very selective. The guy I'm dating told me he is dating other's we are not exclusive- we see eachother once a week or every other week- kinda not true dating-very cas. I don't want to do it..this guy who wants me to come over- likes me...he went to HS with me 20 yrs ago still after me..but he is insecure..he told me he will take care of me orally...I feel weird this is not me but I'm lonely and it's weird b/c I'm not desp. I always tell this guy who wants me to come over- no im busy..but I feel naive tonight - so not a good idea huh? guess im sexual too..
I do like this guy from HS..that wants me to come over and hook up. We used to date...just he plays games he is 37 so lame. Plus he never commits..I think he is insecure b/c he doesn't make that much money to settle down..he has commit issues - we are good friends..so it's more then that..but I want to b/c I need it..not worth it huh? He always plays games