2 years ago, i met an amazing kid around my (16) age in a acting competition in NY. We hit it off very well and became very cool friends within a week. But he was from Colorado, and im from NY. So while he was here, i met his whole family, mom, dad and lil brother. So they loved me and invited to go to colorado, first time leaving so far.
Ever since that day i love everything about Colorado, ive been there already 3 times. These people treated me like family. They sat in a dinner table and spoke like a family, the ones on a TV (i always wanted that since i was a kid). The 2 guys, call me there brother, and i feel i have those brothers i never had. I love the environment of CO and the whole wilderness stuff. So i decided to transfer and go there for college.
I am a son of a single mother, who works alot. So thats the bad part, she doesnt know i want to go. i dont want to hurt her, one of the reason i wanna leave is because me nd my mother are fighting to much and she nags ALOT. We never got this bad in our relationship.
Also the people in colorado, told me i could move in with them so save money. That affor shocked me and made my dream come true, to have the whole white picket fence family and house. Also i could get a job as a assistant for a counselor at the kids school (i want to become a counselor wen i grow up).
Every time i return from CO to NY, i feel depressed and cry. i hate coming back to a home i dont like being in and job and college i hate.
I only told my best friends and cuzin and she thinks i should go, and she feels and see that it makes me happy.
SO, should i take this big jump? Should i leave my family and friends to finally have something i wanted? i want change in my life and i feel NY isnt for me.
WHAT IS YOUR OPINION?
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
AND WHAT DO THINK OF ALL THIS?
Ever since that day i love everything about Colorado, ive been there already 3 times. These people treated me like family. They sat in a dinner table and spoke like a family, the ones on a TV (i always wanted that since i was a kid). The 2 guys, call me there brother, and i feel i have those brothers i never had. I love the environment of CO and the whole wilderness stuff. So i decided to transfer and go there for college.
I am a son of a single mother, who works alot. So thats the bad part, she doesnt know i want to go. i dont want to hurt her, one of the reason i wanna leave is because me nd my mother are fighting to much and she nags ALOT. We never got this bad in our relationship.
Also the people in colorado, told me i could move in with them so save money. That affor shocked me and made my dream come true, to have the whole white picket fence family and house. Also i could get a job as a assistant for a counselor at the kids school (i want to become a counselor wen i grow up).
Every time i return from CO to NY, i feel depressed and cry. i hate coming back to a home i dont like being in and job and college i hate.
I only told my best friends and cuzin and she thinks i should go, and she feels and see that it makes me happy.
SO, should i take this big jump? Should i leave my family and friends to finally have something i wanted? i want change in my life and i feel NY isnt for me.
WHAT IS YOUR OPINION?
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
AND WHAT DO THINK OF ALL THIS?