its brittanyyyy.
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im homeschooled..i left school twice already..i left on like the second week of school cause i cant sleep at night,could never get up && i get sooo depressed at school..i feel like im an out cast from even the weridos..people say im popular..but,i dont see how..i mean,sure..i have alotta friends.. but,i dont see my self as popular,i fight alot..i hang around drug addicts..my brother is one of them,so people see me as the type not to fuck with..but,the boys at school..most of them call me nasty..so,i couldnt take it and so i left.. im very insacure about myself... i have depression..not my pointt! but anyways,i went back to school like a few weeks after i left school the first time,then..again..people were calling me nasty *just this one boy* and it made me feel very upset..so,i just looked away like it was nothing went to the bathroom,and balwed my eyes out.. then the princapal got in my face.. so i yelled back at her && just walked right outta school.. then got homeschooled again, && i can never keep up with anything at school!! i can never pay attention.. i suckk majorly at math,i get in trouble a hella lot too.., but my main question is..should i go back to school? && how can i stop feeling so insacure about myself? :| help?!