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My boyfriend and i want to get married and be happy because we want to spend the rest of our lives together.. but the only thing is i want to have a big wedding with all my family and friends there.. he wants to have a simple wedding in the court house then later when we'd saved up enough money have a big wedding.. should i go with his idea/plan? or stay with my own? I love him with all my heart, but this is the first time i'd be getting married. I've always dreamed about having all the people who cared about me there.. then there's the fact that i might be pregnant with his baby, after we planned on getting married, he's excited and cant wait to have a baby with me, but i'm scared because i don't know what i'm going to do, i just got my own apartment and we've only been together for a month.. already i've met his family and he's meeting mine.. he's wanting to move in with me, when it's my first place to call my own.. i don't know if i should let him move in.. i don't know what i'm doing with my life right now either. I want to start a family, but i'm not ready yet.. I want to get married, but i'm already having second thoughts about the whole idea.. i haven't even told my father that i'm getting married, i haven't told anyone in my family.