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The Brain is Unconscious
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The dog is a lot of responsibility and will require a great expenditure of energy on my otherwise depressed and lazy self.
A bike will allow me to get out more, but I really hate people and may not be motivated to use it. The dog will require going out.
I hate my car because it's useless for my favorite activity, driving to trailheads on rutted gravel roads so I can go backpacking. I could even lay down a mattress and sleep in the car I'd choose. But because I cannot talk to people, for lack of trust, purchasing a car seems like an impossible task. They will attempt to rip me off and I will get into an angry and embarrassing argument.
In light of all these problems I have having another kid would be irresponsible at best but I don't think I'll ever be happy unless I have a daughter to make up for all the horrors I've seen done to girls in my life, from my suicided sister to my ex-girlfriend who was raped and many others I've known who were oppressed and debased and abused, I feel like I have to show the world how to treat a lady. One of the major factors in my depression.
A bike will allow me to get out more, but I really hate people and may not be motivated to use it. The dog will require going out.
I hate my car because it's useless for my favorite activity, driving to trailheads on rutted gravel roads so I can go backpacking. I could even lay down a mattress and sleep in the car I'd choose. But because I cannot talk to people, for lack of trust, purchasing a car seems like an impossible task. They will attempt to rip me off and I will get into an angry and embarrassing argument.
In light of all these problems I have having another kid would be irresponsible at best but I don't think I'll ever be happy unless I have a daughter to make up for all the horrors I've seen done to girls in my life, from my suicided sister to my ex-girlfriend who was raped and many others I've known who were oppressed and debased and abused, I feel like I have to show the world how to treat a lady. One of the major factors in my depression.