Should I feel bad about having such strong sexual desires?

[brooke]

I'm a 17 year old female. Never really been in a relationship, been on a few dates, but never done anything more than kiss really. But EVERYONE I know has either been fingered, given a blowjob, or had sex. And I mean everyone. Now I used to think, Oh that will never be me. But about 2 months ago I met this guy who was always sort of a pretty good friend. But we've both been flirting a lot lately and we talk everyday! Today we kissed, and let me just say it was the best kiss I've ever gotten. And I think it was because of how I truly felt about him. Now I know everyone's thinking oh that's so cute! And it is. But the problem is, I'm from South Carolina. I know, I know so what. But I was raised like a typical bible belt child. Sex before marriage is wrong, sexual thoughts are bad. And what's even worse is I'm from a deep line of caucasians. And this guy is bi-racial (black and white). I know race shouldn't matter, but if my dad found out I kissed a (half) black guy, I'd be dead! And we both kind of want to go a little further than kiss. But idk how much is considered "wrong". Do you think I should just continue having a great time with this awesome guy, or are my sexual urges mostly peer pressure? I just always thought that stuff was kind of gross until I got to know him. Now I see it a little differently. I guess I'm really asking just why do you think I'm so confused. And why should I have to hide this secret from my parents? :/ Any advice, anything would be appreciated! Thanks and 10 points to best answer!