Devilsminon
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i am a guy and i just got out of a relationship with a female because i dont know what i want... the other day was a really weird day for me i went over to my friends house and we stayed up late and me and him were talking and he was flirting and i have been wondering for along time what it would be like to be with another guy so i kinda flirted back... so he was laying down on my lap and i didnt mind it but he later moved his hand for my penis and i wanted him to at first but afer he had his hand in my pants and we were about to kiss i told him i couldnt do this... i don't know why i stoped after i had stoped i wish i hadnt what does this mean? i have been thinking about being with this guy for awhile now but when i was about to be i backed out? does anyone have a reason for why i would do this? and if i should try to "expore" or just stay straight... any advice would be helpful
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