I read books by Steven Hawking, and Brian Greene, watch shows, DVD's, such as The Elegant Universe. I have read the Mind of God, and Imagining the Tenth dimension. I am in love with space and all the theories I have read about in these books, but I did not do well in High School. I only took one AP class. Im no genius, so should i even consider pursuing these interests without having already commited to it all my life?