Should I email him or put it in the past?

Sylvia Jones

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Ok, I need a second opinion.

My former professor and I got kinda close .It was my mistake.I would go to his office hours for help. Then all the student would leave , and I still needed help. So I would stay till his office hours ended. We got a little close , I talked about my family and he talked about his. At the time I had a boyfriend , but it was long distance .I felt guilty that I started developing a crush.I wanted to distance myself, so I stopped going to his office hours. But he gave me books, and seemed like a genuinely a good guy. I don't even like math .I just liked his company? Anyways towards the end of the semester ,I went back to his office hours to get my final.So he walked with me to the copy machines ( across campus) then he needed to go to his car for something. He asked me whether I wanted to come to the parking lot. I felt the guilty about the whole thing , so I told him I take the bus home.

Then the next semester pasted and I emailed him for some math help .I really needed it , I just wanted to pass the course and never take math again. So I went to office hours , it was nice to see him again. I talked to him about stuff. But I got scared of getting close again so I left.

Well this summer comes , my ex comes to stay with me.And all I could think about was my former math teacher.I am cursing myself , because in the year book it has his picture and I like to look at it. I want to email him. But I am nervous too
 
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