So heres the situation i've liked this guy for 5 years now, in yr 7 he was horrible to me and called me fat, i've lost 3-4 stones for him. Later on he got nicer and kind to me, thats when i saw him for him and not by hanging around with his so called friends. I feel uneasy but at the same time complete with him around.It was hard to concentrate at school so i kept saying I wish he wont come in anymore, and he ended up getting in a fight and being expelled. I felt really giulty when it wasnt my fault but a year later i found out i was moving, and i found out his my neighbour which is more embarssing, so much happen between me and him not in the romantic way but once i tripped and fell on his lap by accident i went red and jump off quickly and wanted to bury myself...
and i have suffered from depression and when i tried to drown myself i heard his voice and suddenly ot out of the water, i think his really why im here right now, i know cheesy but its the truth.
But his the popular type and im the smart type he wont ever like me no matter what, i'll always see him since his my neighbour which is tearing me apart.
and i keep having dreams about him constantly for a month its driving me crazy.
What should I do?
and i have suffered from depression and when i tried to drown myself i heard his voice and suddenly ot out of the water, i think his really why im here right now, i know cheesy but its the truth.
But his the popular type and im the smart type he wont ever like me no matter what, i'll always see him since his my neighbour which is tearing me apart.
and i keep having dreams about him constantly for a month its driving me crazy.
What should I do?