yours.truly
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In the beginning of our relationship, I cheated on my current boyfriend with my ex boyfriend whom I dated for 5 years. Honestly, I don't feel anything for my ex bf anymore. I love my current boyfriend but the fact that I cheated on him and still haven't told him makes me sick. It's not guilt; it's due to the reason that I feel like he doesn't deserve me. After I cheated on him, I've consulted with other people for advice and they all said the same thing - "DO NOT TELL HIM, NOTHING GOOD WITH COME OUT OF IT." They think I will scar him for life because I am his first girlfriend and his love for me is so real and PURE. If I were to tell him now, I know I will break his heart into pieces and he will probably find it hard to have trust in his future relationship. We've been dating for almost a year now and he's truly an amazing lover. Does it matter anymore? I cheated on him on our first month and instead of telling him, I promised myself to love him the best I can... and I did. I know I did. He tells me himself. After realizing how wonderful he is, I couldn't see my ex anymore. I stopped seeing him for my boyfriend. And when I cheated, my conscience ate me up inside and we only had sex for LITERALLY 30 seconds. Should I confess or just let him go without him knowing it? I can't be with someone I know I've betrayed and I've learned my lesson. Honestly, I don't want anyone saying once a cheated will always be one, I've heard that crap enough time. I need a real advice.